in grade one i had a crush on a boy because i thought he could draw good. 3 years later i started to like a boy i went to daycare with, my best friend and i both liked him so we agreed it was only fair that we both stop. in grade six i dated this guy for two years.. it wasn't a real relationship. in fact i don't remember much about dating him at all. but we were just immature back than. in junior high i had my first real boyfriend. it's crazy to look back and think that i thought i was "in love" with him. i wasn't. but he was sweet and so ideal. i think a little part of me will always have a little crush on him.. the idea of him. a little while after we broke up i met a guy in high school. he was controlling and mean. he tried to make me do things i wasn't ready for and i was so in like with him i didn't realize how terrible of a boyfriend he was. i didn't realize how he was standing in the way of something that could have been so great, until we broke up and i started dating this one guy. his hair was long back than and he always wore girls skinny jeans and shirts that were too short for him. he was so sweet and everything was wonderful and lovely. for awhile life felt absolutely perfect, he was perfect. but perfect didn't last very long.. and now it all just sort of feels like time wasted. but i still miss you sometimes...
and now theres you. and you're so sweet and charming. and as of right now, everything is good.
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