you need better than what he can give you

some days are better than others. some days i feel ok. today, is not one of those days. it almost feels as if i'm trying to trick myself into thinking that i've completely accepted things. and than days like these come along and you're the only thing that's on my mind. i remember all the good things. your smile, your laugh, your kisses. i only smile for a second until i realize how much i miss you. i don't want to remember anymore, i don't want days like these anymore. but i will always miss you, and that sucks.