hands down, im too proud for love but with eyes shut, its you im thinking of

being with you is amazing. from the moment i see you, i'm instantly happy. i love how comfortable we can be together. how we can dance in the middle of your cousins living room, how you can lay on my lap and read shel silverstein's the giving tree and random poems from the light in the attic and it not be weird but more perfect than anything. i know it sounds like we're in love or that i'm in love with you but we're far from that, i'm far from that. i'm in love with our friendship. i love how you take me to random places, and how we can drive around for two hours making up silly games until we finally park and just talk about life. i love how open we are to each other and how when you tell me that i'm a good friend and that you miss me, i know you mean it. your exactly what i need, thank you for everything.